It isn't as it used to be.

Its seems so cliche but you really don't appreciate what you have until its gone. You tend to take advantage, because you think its fun. But when you really have no one to turn to, you breakdown and cry.

Thanks afiqah, i know you tired to help. But some stuff i rather solve it by myself. Because i was the one who chose this path, and now i'll complete it by myself. You're a great friend, you know that. And to abang ( this sounds gay ) Yeah thanks, i know you keep on asking if i had problems, because you could tell by my face? hmm. Anyways what you did todaye i really appreciate it although it was only half an hour talking to you.
And to Cheryl Yew, Efah, Dylah, thanks eh. You guys really make a difference in my life, really. Whenever i see you guys i'll put on a smile, that will last till i'm all alone. I really thank you guys for that okay (:
And when you feel like every one's leaving, you will come searching for those you have neglected. I'm sorry guys, cause i guess right now i'm the stupid one.

I have not sleep since just now. Only an hour nap. Not bad i survived school. But badan sakit. Okay school was AWESOME, thanks to my friends :D Zomg, we like sex talk all the waye la please! Imagine eh from 8am till after school. Confirm tomorrow sambung. But its a interesting topic to talk about la kan? No offence la eh. I really can't concentrate in school now. So i'll just make sure i pass my English, M.T and Science.

So after school clementi with Dylah, Diniy, Adli. Malisah and co. were there too. Since training was canceled. Me and Dylah didn't know where to go so went home ._. Kinda witnessed something. Did a police statement before meeting abang. I was crapping with the police officers, like funny sia! Met abang for about half an hour. Wanted to wait for afiqah till her tuition end but nahh. Sorry yerh! Tomorrow morning 6.30 i tmr to wake up! hahaha. Okay i need to go bathe and wait for guests to arrive! & i got Mohsen's ball ^^ Okay sounds wrong his bola mainan? :D Semalam Tania pretty la ;D haha HOKAY BYE BYE :D