It wasn't easy.

I'm just so UGH! I feel like calling a helpline now. Pffffffffft, i'm so fed up. I seriously don't know what's up with me. I didn't expect myself to get angry over what diniy said. Whatever, it's already over, so just forget it k. I'm so going to fail my test that i studied for like FCUK. Gosh, i need holidays badly. I need to sleep and forget about everything. I need to go overseas and have fun. I need to spend time with HIM. I need to hit a nice Homerun. I need a puching bag. & i have tripod meeting tomorrow. Some one really just give me sleeping pills. If someone gets on my nerves tmr, you shall just go suck your dick. Understood? I think i've been patient enough and it already reached the top today during recess. I wanna say something but i shant cause i know it'll lead to a quarrel. Okay, whatever. Bye.

But i never told you everything
I'm losing hope and fading dreams
And every single memory along the way

I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE YOU.